by Elizabeth K
I should start this post with a long-avoided confession: Throughout my 40 years, much of it devoted to the institutional church system, I have found myself on all sides of the fence – or very thick, solid concrete wall rather. I have been the cold-hearted Christian, as well as the voice that exposes the lies of religious legalism, and often at the same time… all the while, totally blinded by the facts.
There is a continual pattern of jumping around to another perspective when I realize my folly, yet always cutting myself off from other views because of that solid, thick wall. I assume that one side must know what they’re talking about, only to find more limited ignorance. But with all of this humbling and bouncing around going on, this is how I’ve learned.
Jesus promised that the Vine-grower will be sure to always prune us, so that we will grow, and I am a living testimony of this analogy. And who isn’t? It’s all good, even when we make dead mistakes that need to be cut off and burned in the fire, and then make those same dead mistakes again and again.
The problem with Phariseeism is not necessarily that we are wrong, but that we think we are right – totally right, that is. It’s the most intelligent illusion possible, I think, to nestle in safe with God’s own words, God’s own people and then be deceived by them. The realm of God is the place we would least expect to find a lie. In the same way perhaps, the Garden of Eden was the last place Adam and Eve expected to find death.
So, moving on, in the next order of events, I finally accepted as true the lie I had always been warned against, which is tolerance and acceptance. This was not just another side of the wall. I finally got the bright idea (and courage) to stand on top of the wall so that I could have a full view of all human perspectives. What I found up there was not the chaos of relativism which supposedly leads to doubt and hopelessness, but something else quite absolute and wonderful. Read the rest of this entry »